Fearless

Wake up, what the fuck? That hurts, yeah, I broke your heart, I'm the worst, I'm sorry But my shoulder's torn, and my heart feels worn, don't know what I'm gonna do about surgery And you're not gonna listen, think I'm just bitching, guess there's no use pretending There's a silver lining in this hurricane, pain on the way whole world is ending Wake up, what the fuck? That hurts, nerve block, wore off, and I can't stop crying For five weeks, oxy is in me, and I can't quit, better believe I've been trying Six months and you're fixed, that's a myth, been a year, and I'm still in the ditch such a mess Act like I switched up, just pissed, 18 months in it still hurts to get dressed I'm sorry for the dark that you can't see And I'm sorry for the light that I can't bring And I'm sorry if you're near me, I scream, and it seems that you see, but you just can't hear me I'm sorry if this song seems campy And I'm sorry for the things that I can't be And I'm sorry if you hear this, I couldn't be brave, and I'll never be fearless Now it's been a few years, and I've shed a few tears no relief for the weight on my back now Buy an ounce looking so innocent, I'm trapping out my girl's mini-fridge make it back now Just to make a few bucks, I'm feeling like a chump, my music fucking sucks take it all down Put it back the next week people sleep, but these words will kill me if I don't get them all out Wake up, what the fuck? This song's blowing up, holy shit, this is it, people care now My old life's gone, but my new life spawned, now I'm on, and I'm not gonna wear down Life merging with dreams, and I want to feel free, I just want my art seen like a Rembrandt On my way, we the wave, but my body's just pain, and I'm tryna be brave, but I can't I'm sorry for the dark that you can't see And I'm sorry for the light that I can't bring And I'm sorry if you're near me, I scream, and it seems that you see, but you just can't hear me I'm sorry if this song seems campy And I'm sorry for the things that I can't be And I'm sorry if you hear this, I couldn't be brave, and I'll never be fearless I've got a lie tattooed on my side It says I'll stay strong I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry for the dark that you can't see And I'm sorry for the light that I can't bring And I'm sorry if you hear this, I couldn't be brave