I Won't Be Home for a While

I've trudged through endless miles for answers All those that life has failed to give People, faces, and things have blanked out With no recall of the way back Reality now smacks my face And finally, it all adds up Another time I just cannot understand How did I end up so low? This feeling I'm used to Is overtaking me I must leave and travel far away from here Trying to evade my nostalgia I won't be home for a while I have known several places No shortcuts ever found No sleep tonight This mind is always focused on the future But I dread nothing there is waiting for me Another time I just cannot understand How did I end up so low? This feeling I'm used to Is overtaking me I must leave and travel far away from here Trying to evade my nostalgia I won't be home for a while I thought it was my time (I won't be home for a while) But it was only make-believe (I'm not coming back at home) Then I started to realize (I'm not finding anything at all) That it's me who's only out of time Another time I just cannot understand How did I end up so low? This feeling I'm used to Is overtaking me Another time I just cannot understand How did I end up so low? This feeling I'm used to Is overtaking me I must leave and travel far away from here Trying to evade my nostalgia I won't be home for a while