Already Numb

If you're gonna leave, leave as fast as you came Your gravity is quick to put me in my place Learning how to let it not affect Burning through me like a cigarette The further we grow, the stronger your hold Separate my skin from every bone I'm a prisoner when I can feel you close You keep pushing me away, telling me to stay Wish I could erase you from my brain You make it so hard to feel love When I'm already numb You don't wanna leave, tie your string 'round my wrist You can pull the ends, guide me how you see fit Learning how to make a fool of me Always seem to wanna ruin it The further we grow, the stronger your hold I couldn't stop your exit I never felt so desperate The ghosts I see consistently Leave as fast as you came Separate my skin from every bone I'm a prisoner when I can feel you close You keep pushing me away, telling me to stay Wish I could erase you from my brain You make it so hard to feel love When I'm already numb If you reap what you sow Twist that knife in me slow I'll bleed out on the floor If you can close that open door If you reap what you sow Twist that knife in me slow I'll bleed out on the floor It's better I feel nothing Separate my skin from every bone I'm a prisoner when I can feel you close You keep pushing me away, telling me to stay Wish I could erase you from my brain You make it so hard to feel love When I'm already numb I'm already numb