Alive

Feel like a burden and sometimes I just feel alone

Ain’t got no choice but to survive only on my own

You **** listen and you think it’s just a fucking song

Until I blow a fucking hole inside my fucking dome

I start to think that all this shit is just a fucking curse

I understand I gotta try but nothing fucking works

But you don’t understand it? Yeah, that shit fucking hurts

To know this shit ain’t getting better rather fucking worse

Sometimes I wonder why I even motherfucking try

The pressure's building, ****, I never wanna cry

I’m fucking suffering the days I’m spending here alive

I’m fucking suffering the days I’m spending here alive

Man, I ain't done, I gotta get this shit up off my chest

It’s been a while since I been feeling like my fucking best

This shit been killing me, I’m feeling fucking stressed

And that’s my fucking problem, I’ll never go confess

Fuck this school, fuck this job and fuck this music shit

I gave up on this shit a while ago I wanted quit

And fuck this bullshit of a life I’m fucking through with it

And fuck this bullshit of a life I’m fucking through with it