Trauma

I was too young to tell the difference but The joker said he liked the way I look He took my hand too young to understand Consequences My veins exploding like an atom bomb My heart is running lika a hound dog I lose the power in my action But I still feel the attraction Everything just flashed before my eyes Colors fading what a fucking surprise Hold me baby and I will treat you nice Hey so long, I'll be gone tonight I took the train to no mans land I smell blood and gasoline My hands where shaking I fell down on my knees Dead silence tortured me These bodies tells no lies I woke up wasted, this trauma never dies Too scared to run I'll lock my doors and hide If I could fly I'd fly away tonight The jokers there, he's always by my side In my mind Reflections of people I've known and left behind Screaming at me that I'm fucked up in my mind Something in me is different from mankind Hey so long, I'll be gone tonight I took the train to no mans land I smell blood and gasoline My hands were shaking I fell down on my knees Dead silence tortured me These bodies tells no lies I woke up wasted, this trauma never dies I've been dreaming I've been seeing Lives smashed to pieces Self destruction is the worst kind of destruction When you spin around in circles Smash your head against the wall you freak out Dark desires and deadly dreams The void of a lonely soul desperate for a change Tell me if I'm wrong There's no actual solution Everything just flashed before my eyes Colors fading what a fucking surprise Hold me baby and I will treat you nice Hey so long, I'll be gone tonight I took the train to no mans land I smell blood and gasoline My hands were shaking I fell down on my knees Dead silence tortured me These bodies tells no lies I woke up wasted, this trauma never dies