Figure It Out

I'm trapped Too much to relax I promise I been doing my best I know that I fuck up but I'm doing it less At least I'm trying You got me trapped I can't get out Baby what is this about Girl you got me in withdrawls you something I can't go without You say I'm acting crazy forgetting that you made me You knocked me down then pick me up pretending like you save me I gotta fight to get out, you always fill me doubt Always thought we'd be together thought we'd figure it out Now the codeine running plentiful Saying that you love me but your words are never credible Where were you, I was always there Falling cuz you didn't care Let you really see me now I'm drowning in my own despair Girl you play all the games, you know it drives me insane Speeding through my head and you be switching them lanes I can't breathe here, the end is near I'm drowning in lies But it's my fault if I think it's a surprise I don't wanna pop these percs anymore You showed me love, you showed me pain that I ain't never felt before I don't which is worse, I thought the love was real And yeah the pain hurt but I told you how I feel And you said you felt the same but you said you needed time And that's what hurt the most cuz every word's a lie I wish I never opened up and never will again You always make me promises but never tell me when Maybe it's my fault for believing in us It's hard for me to love and even harder me to trust But I gave you both and you ain't give me a thing Said you'd love me at my lowest, guess I didn't really think I'm fading through the valley, addiction alley Killed so many feelings that I couldn't keep the tally My demons free, but it won't define me You got me trapped I can't get out Baby what is this about Girl you got me in withdrawls you something I can't go without You say I'm acting crazy forgetting that you made me You knocked me down then pick me up pretending like you save me I gotta fight to get out, you always fill me doubt Always thought we'd be together thought we'd figure it out Now the codeine running plentiful Saying that you love me but your words are never credible