Gazing

My mind above the water I be gazing at you These clouds pass by And I'm thinking in my mind If the world had a clue How I feel inside Sometimes I brake and think about the feeling What you mean to me And nobody wanna reap the things you teach em And you may be right Picking up myself these days I'm runnin from a storm Thinking of the blessings That be pouring from above If I were to stray away I'd show you what I lost I got everything I need I traveled over seas I gotta go live it, can't be focused on what's missing Maybe I could run a little soak in the feeling It didn't feel as real as it was And until then I'm chasing this rush, Every other season Things be changing And I just be healing What is really the meaning? To be living inside of the dark? Sometimes I be just chasing a spark And because of that I changed my heart And until then Im looking above (Looking above) My mind above the water I be gazing at you These clouds pass by And I'm thinking in my mind If the world had a clue How I feel inside Sometimes I brake and think about the feeling What you mean to me And nobody wanna reap the things you teach em You may be right Sometimes there's violence Either way I can't be silent Either way I gotta fight it I just been changing the climates I'm on my way I take care of pain I take it I give myself grace And they cannot go and replace us I would just let them go face us You cannot change these arrangements You cannot erase up these faces Cause in these times I been faithful Praying to God that He make up For what is lost What was gone when We fell out of touch It wasn't even easy for me Maybe we were too blinded to see (Blinded to see)