Ain't Gonna Cry

I ain't gonna cry I ain't gonna cry Mm-mm What is my mission? Why am I swimmin' In the dirty water Of a bad decision? Forty days and nights I've been losing' my mind Cause I don't know what's wrong Or how to make it right I ain't gonna cry I ain't gonna cry I don't know how to pray I say hallelujah anyway I ain't gonna cry Mm-mm Not a child But yet I am not free Stuck in the miles of Somewhere in between Coming of age in this day and age It's a long hard fight You gotta sacrifice You gotta bleed I ain't gonna cry I ain't gonna cry When the choir's gone away I sang hallelujah anyway I ain't gonna cry Mm-mm All of these feelings I've been suppressin' Gotta get them off my chest I'm a little unhinged I guess Is it factual? Or is it all in my head? Now I'm unemployed, can't avoid the void Feeling paranoid I ain't gonna cry I ain't gonna cry, oh-oh When my soul is gone astray I sing hallelujah anyway My eyes Staying dry, oh-oh-oh My eyes Staying dry, oh-oh, oh Gonna find it See the light Got to all Undo them Got a chance go with it To hang onto my pride I ain't gonna cry I ain't gonna cry, oh-oh I don't know how to pray I sing hallelujah anyway I ain't gonna cry I ain't gonna cry I don't know how to pray I sing hallelujah anyway