Tell Me What It's Like Now

I'm missing, you kissing I'm dancing, diamonds on me glisten Stash it in my memories I just gotta let it be Girl, tell me what it's like now Went and cut me out your life now Had to go and bite down Thinkin' on you right now Off clonazepam just to make it through the night now She ain't love me anymore now Shorty went and kicked me out the door now And you know that you hurt me You know you had my heart and you know you did it dirty Girl, tell me what it's like now Went and cut me out your life now Had to go and bite down Thinkin' on you right now Off clonazepam just to make it through the night now She ain't love me anymore now Shorty went and kicked me out the door now And you know that you hurt me You know you had my heart and you know you did it dirty Your surgery, was hurting me, you purging me Got downers on the counter Miss when life was about her You're giving me depression Thought you were a blessing, turned into a lesson I could never trust again now Oxycodone crushed and sniffed now Can't believe I'm here now Got a couple dead souls ringing in my ears now I run this race I live in space Another day without your face I still hear your voice, pretend I'm not destroyed Pop these pills cuz I'm annoyed, I been lost up in the void Heart on fire we were burning Don't know how to stop the hurting (Yeah) Money come in fountains, I still feel like I been drowning Head is getting way too crowded, hearing voices I'm surrounded Where do I go from here Feeling like the end is near I been lost and alone, I been lost and alone Trynna find on my home Girl, tell me what it's like now Went and cut me out your life now Had to go and bite down Thinkin' on you right now Off clonazepam just to make it through the night now She ain't love me anymore now Shorty went and kicked me out the door now And you know that you hurt me You know you had my heart and you know you did it dirty