Nervous

Memory lane, it's '85, a baby boy with big blue eyes And promises just waiting to be broken A different voice, a different day All the same in a different way Lies are sweeter, softly spoken Sometimes I wonder why, why I even try When nothing ever seems to change I get nervous, scratch the surface Is anybody listening? I feel worthless, introverted The silence is deafening Come tomorrow when I'm older I will be somebody's shoulder I'm not perfect, just a person And I stay fucking nervous Love and pain, lights that shine Another chance for you to lie Don't forget to say I love you Something strange, to my surprise Another lover you did find It only hurts because it's true Sometimes I wonder why, why I even try When nothing ever seems to change I get nervous, scratch the surface Is anybody listening? I feel worthless, introverted The silence is deafening Come tomorrow when I'm older I will be somebody's shoulder I'm not perfect, just a person And I stay fucking nervous Tell me what I'm looking for Tell me what I'm trying to find I could never watch you hurt Watch me break this fucking curse I get nervous, scratch the surface Is anybody listening? I feel worthless, introverted The silence is deafening Come tomorrow when I'm older I will be somebody's shoulder I'm not perfect, just a person And I stay fucking nervous