Soldier

My lil' nigga went to trial and got an eon Life without parole, he will never get a rerun Clutchin' on my pole like I'm squeezing a Capri Sun The veins ice cold like my heart pumps the Freon And lately, I've been reminiscing 'bout my soldier I swear, I can't even live unless I'm loaded Medication helps me mask my emotions Feel like I'm drowning in an endless ocean When you see me in the booth, the Grim Reaper is loose Keep a heater with you, when you sleep in the zoo Ain't have no windows in my cell, what a beautiful view And have you ever run through 12 in a two-seater coupe? When I was young, I always knew I wasn't normal Teachers tried to talk to me, I just used to ignore 'em Boy, I'm from that side where they bully you for your Jordans Bullets go through the apartments We choose to snooze on the carpet Tell my PO I said fuck 'em, tell my kids I said I'm sorry 'Cause I know flippin' burgers will never purchase a 'Rari I ain't moppin' no floors, I ain't washing no toilets Before I take somebody's order, I'll take somethin' with this forty Yeah, yeah, yeah My lil' nigga went to trial and got an eon Life without parole, he will never get a rerun Clutchin' on my pole like I'm squeezing a Capri Sun The veins ice cold like my heart pumps the Freon And lately, I've been reminiscing 'bout my soldier I swear I can't even live unless I'm loaded Medication helps me mask my emotions Feel like I'm drowning in an endless ocean Real niggas get it raw-raw He wasn't even in on the drill, he got dropped off Could've thrown his partners on the cross, but he did not talk Sticking to the code, when he makes parole, he a paw-paw I swear that prison turns the realest into a law-law Bitch, we're from below the trenches, young, but I know statistics Graveyard or go to prison, Section 8 with poor conditions Really left us no decision, lock me up, hop in the system Prison guards are telling me I'm stupid, I got no potential Why are you acting like you held me down and you know you didn't? I thought you were special, you got pregnant by my co-defendant I've been gettin' loaded for my soldiers in the solar system, damn My lil' nigga went to trial and got an eon Life without parole, he will never get a rerun Clutchin' on my pole like I'm squeezing a Capri Sun The veins ice cold like my heart pumps the Freon And lately, I've been reminiscing 'bout my soldier I swear I can't even live unless I'm loaded Medication helps me mask my emotions Feel like I'm drowning in an endless ocean (That's AL-D, baby)