Restless

I'm terrified to see you Hiding in the darkness Colder when it's twilight And I've been feeling restless I'm bleeding, I'm screaming I'm bleeding, I've been feeling restless I'm bleeding, I'm screaming I'm bleeding, hiding in the darkness 20 years I've been feeling like this I've been on the scene like this I don't really feel like this But I feel like this when I feel like this Guess I missed the feeling, of feeling my feelings I been in a cage match, beating my demons I been in a rage match, drinking my feelings Until I'm hanging from the ceiling and I'm dreaming of killing I ain't on the fairway, I've been in the rough I ain't on the main road, I've been in a rut Post-traumatic weighing on me, feel it in my gut And this drink has been weighing on me, cement up in the cup Crippling depression, no C-walk Drunk up in my blood, no B-walk Feel it in your voice when we talk Running out of time, no G-shock I'm terrified to see you Hiding in the darkness Colder when it's twilight I've been feeling restless I'm bleeding, I'm screaming I'm bleeding, I've been feeling restless I'm bleeding, I'm screaming I'm bleeding, hiding in the darkness Twenty years I've been dealing with this Don't know why I'm feeling like this I no longer feel your kiss I just feel this pain in the rain, ah shit Guess I really changed off you Guess I put the blame on you Spark to a flame, we grew Until you chose to leave my life, bless you, ah choo I was down for life, don't fold Wedding and some kids grow old Heart went cold, gone froze Left me at my lowest, that's low How could you just change, thought we'd keep it though the same Stay up in your lane, real talk no games Left me looking stupid, had me feeling so ashamed Thought you loved me to the end, broke my heart, like its a game I'm terrified to see you I'm terrified to see you Hiding in the darkness Colder when it's twilight And I've been feeling restless I'm bleeding, I'm screaming I'm bleeding, I've been feeling restless I'm bleeding, I'm screaming I'm bleeding, hiding in the darkness