Apocalypse Mind

Apocalypse mind, man I suffer in pain I said, Apocalypse mind and I'm going insane Again, Apocalypse mind shit was never the same And then, Apocalypse mind now I'm digging my grave I just wanna live my life and I just wanna build my pride But tomorrow isn't promised so I breathe and I forgive Cuz I don't, I don't wanna die I just wanna live my life and I just wanna build my pride But tomorrow isn't promised so I breathe and I forgive Cuz I don't, I don't wanna die Trying hard tryna be worthy to my family But I don't even have the bravery inside of me To end this fucking agony and my anxiety I'm telling no more comedy Should I destroy my own policy And dying with no dignity suicidal tendency Echoes of these mockery and doubting my own sanity Even if you disagree I tryna build a better me I tryna, tryna, tryna be a better me Tryna be a better me Tryna be a better me Tryna be a better me Throughout process and progress I think that you need some help You prolly can reach the end and I promise to give a hand I can help you out but you really, really need to hear me out I'm the seven letters on your mind and I know what you think about There's a damn reason why I listen to the words of Cole and Lamar They motivated the soul that had been marked with scars But as a teen with a hope I was tryna live with the joke Throwed away my soul and I smoke Don't ignore the things that they spoke It's an awareness I want you to fucking wake up I've been there, stand on your feet and get your ass up go dress up You looking good boy don't forget to drink the water and stay hydrated And do all the things that you're committed I just wanna live my life and I just wanna build my pride But tomorrow isn't promised so I breathe and I forgive Cuz I don't, I don't wanna die Maybe I should take my time and maybe I should change my mind I'll try again tomorrow even if it was not a promise Cuz I know, I know I have to try