A Tranquility

A split between two forms of a coward

Doctor jekyll and i can't help but hide

One is afraid while the other doesn't care

And so eventually I'll have to decide

Between my two prescribed personalities

A dotted line of medicated boundaries

A pill each day keeps my world in place

Still and calm, a tranquility

That acts as a source of comfort

While it feeds an overgrown apathy

I can't tell if i miss reaching the extremes

But I'm terrified to alter my bloodstream