What I Get

Why do I

Do I open up my heart

For your teeth to rip apart

Thatʼs just what I get, thatʼs what I get

And why do I always sacrifice control

Going down the same black hole

Thatʼs just what I get, thatʼs what I get

Thatʼs what I get, thatʼs what I get

Thatʼs what I get, thatʼs what I get

I see behind a thousand lies that you try to hide

I bleed inside you left your knife but Iʼm still alive

I love the way you kill me

I love the way you watch me die

Life or death a bullet to the chest

Iʼd do it again

Just when I think Iʼve cut you out

You come with open arms to drag me down

So why do I

Do I open up my heart

For your teeth to rip apart

Thatʼs just what I get, thatʼs what I get

And why do I always sacrifice control

Going down the same black hole

Thatʼs just what I get, thatʼs what I get

Thatʼs what I get, thatʼs what I get

That's what I get, that's what I get

You lit a fire then left me out in the cold

You saw me dying didnʼt offer a hand to hold

You got me higher but lately Iʼm feeling low

I look into your eyes and my heart is turned to stone

Cuz over and over I go under just to discover that

It never mattered where I went because Iʼm coming back

And in the end youʼre the only Xanax I had

Cuz thinking of leaving is giving me panic attacks

Just when I think Iʼve cut you out

You come with open arms to drag me down

So why do I

Do I open up my heart

For your teeth to rip apart

Thatʼs just what I get, thatʼs what I get

And why do I always sacrifice control

Going down the same black hole

Thatʼs just what I get, thatʼs what I get

Thatʼs what I get, thatʼs what I get

That's what I get, that's what I get

That's what I get, that's what I get

That's what I get, that's what I get

That's what I get, that's what I get