You're Not Trying Very Hard

Laughing in the backyard of your parent’s house

I haven’t seen you talk to your dad before

They say its time to take your life in your own hands

I know I’m not in a place

To ask you to stay

I just wonder if you have anything to say

You’re not trying very hard

I don’t like to think about if you did

I used to cry on my birthday now I am crying on yours

I’m reaching out

But every answer is the wrong one

I’ll wait it out

Maybe this year I’ll feel different

As long as you don’t try very hard

I don’t like to think about if you did

I used to cry on my birthday now I am crying on yours

As long as you don’t try very hard

I don’t like to think about if you did

I used to cry on my birthday now I am crying on yours