I Came Home Late

I'm starting to get this drunk thing

A coping method of the same damn strain

Already this morning, I've done 'bout fifteen things

Before you got here, I was up at 5 AM

OCD let me do this one thing only

Yeah, I'll be down to sing

But where do I stand?

Ask me how long have I let this thing own me

It's all part of the game

I'm bleeding at night

I have no one to blame

Paid for some balance

But it turned up the same

We're eating the night up

Keep walking this way

I'm beat and I'm battered

Reluctant to change, oh

You're eggs over easy

Shows that your shady

There's some things that I can't explain, no, I

How have I become so accustomed to saying

Certain things I'd never say?

I'm bright eyed, and when I think of you, I

I might, I shed a tear

You've been holding me down better than

Most of my fears, so

I'm proud of the difference that's in between

Weren't I once the reason that you felt seen?

We're part of the same piece

So why'd you keep doing this to me?

Yeah

Wow, you got some big dreams

I wish I could be there

But we no longer speak

I've got some painful gains

Built into my foundation

Could I do it again?

And no matter what you say, at least I'm honest

It was just time for me to pick some better hobbies

This game only makes more problems

There's no need for VISA

We could probably charge it

I'm bleeding at night

I have no one to blame

I have no one

Paid for some balance

But it turned up the same

We're eating the night up

Keep walking this way

I'm beat and I'm battered

I'm beat and I'm beat and I'm beat and I'm beat

Reluctant to change, oh

And I'm battered

You're eggs over easy

So broken and shattered

Shows that your shady

There's just some things that I can't explain, no, no

It's the hundredth time and still my mistake

How have I become so accustomed to saying

I chose to stay

All these things I'd never say?

I'm bright eyed

When I think of you, I

I might, I shed a tear

You've been holding me down better than

Most of my fears

I'm proud of the difference that's in between

Weren't I once the reason that you felt seen?

We're part of the same piece

So why'd you keep doing this to me?

You've taken enough shit from my life's tragedies

But this ain't an easy hit, you've gotta come swinging

But we ain't no simple defeat

You know it's still just you and me

I swear