Bathed In Solitude (feat. Marcus Bridge)

I found the beauty in tragedy Searching for solace in silent screaming Felt all the power corruption brings But only solitude remains Bathed in the blood of my enemies Malignant spirits still call out to me And now their voices are deafening But I can't imagine any other way Now I'm writhing in the dirt I love it 'cause it hurts It's us against the world We're not gonna make it For too long I've been stuck in my ways Playing the part, but emotions decay Save your compassion, I can't relate Now that my senses have all but lеft me Never wantеd to stay, I did anyway Despite the fact that every act is a sad charade Driven only by disdain, why pretend that I feel the same? I tried to open my mind with the sharpest knife But the incision took my vision and blurred the lines Got no reason to live, can't forgive myself this time Why do I love to suffer? Paid for crimes of another Bleeding, pleading for comfort Break me, wake me from slumber Now I'm writhing in the dirt I love it 'cause it hurts It's us against the world We're not gonna make it We're not gonna make it We're not gonna make it, no I've let the darkness take a hold of me Maybe it strikes me down Maybe I bleed But I'm chasing a feeling It's all I need Nothing can break the chains I tossed the key I'm not perfect I'm not whole I can't keep trying To unravel it all My spirit, heart and soul Now I'm writhing in the dirt I love it 'cause it hurts It's us against the world We're not gonna make it Don't try to break my curse It only makes it worse Just leave me in the hearse I love it 'cause it hurts