Ordinary Life

Can't switch off at midnight Don't wanna turn off my life 'Cause I overthink all little things Can't stop hearing this voice Telling me I've got no choice 'Cause I don't believe all the things it says I spend my day trying not to worry it away I wish I could love my body, my mind And wake up and see myself from someone else eyes I wish I could heal these scars that I hide I wish I could wake up to an ordinary life And everything would be fine Got no cure for anxiety I don't fit in with society 'Cause I've never known a perfect world, mm I fear I've lost all emotion I'm an onе small drop in the ocean 'Cause those who once loved me have thrown me away I still spend my day Trying not to worry it away I wish I could love my body, my mind And wake up and see myself from someone else eyes I wish I could heal these scars that I hide I wish I could wake up to an ordinary life And maybe I'm wrong Maybe I'm fine I might be okay without an ordinary life