Anymore

Hey man, just wanted to call and ask how you're doing

You look like you've lost a lot of weight

You look great, just checking in and wondering if you're alright

I can never when you'll disappear

Sometimes I question if I've got the guts to keep waking up

So I hide so no one sees me on the ledge when I'm about to jump

It's embarrassing preaching how to save when I'm perishing

Perishing, perishing, perishing, ooh (oh, how)

Oh, how I dream of better days and nights when I'm not so sick

But somehow I guess I'm not meant to heal, I'm not meant to live

'Cause my life's like therapy, I gotta pay someone to be there for me

'Cause if I don't I'm alone, I can't do this anymore

No, I can't do this anymore

I fight these words like I'm at war

Can someone find a cure 'cause I can't do this anymore?

I can't, I can't, no, I can't do this

Wait, yes I can, gotta "be a man"

Gotta hide the hurt, 'cause what's worse losing me or them?

No matter what I do, I lose regardless, I feel so heartless

That's why I'm always wrestling with who I am

And everybody's watching me, don't wanna let 'em down

But I, I can't do this anymore

No, I can't do this anymore

No, and I'm not the one you're looking for

Got one hand on the door, I can't do this anymore

I can't, I can't, no, I can't do this

I don't even know what I'm fighting for

Healing for myself or my childhood scars?

Living for a dreams how a nightmare starts

'Cause this ain't life, it's just surviving

I don't even know what I'm fighting for

Healing for myself or my childhood scars?

Living for a dreams how a nightmare starts

I can't do this anymore

I can't do this anymore

I'm fucking sick, I'm fucking sore

Don't care if I'm adored

I can't do this anymore