Best Junkie You Adore

Dreamless sleeps, unbrushed hair Week late plates are everywhere Bladder full, teeth not brushed Don't judge - you're just no fun I'm back here, hands purple-toned They've all gone, I'm far from home And no one plays the game like I can Kidney failure's waving hi She's skipping 'round the corner With a bouquet to let me know I've not been a good daughter I hate what I am, I hate what I've done I hate that I'm scared, I hate that's it not fun Not fun anymore, but can't find the brakes I'll speed, and I'll crash, hate my sunken face I'm circling 'round again But please, can we just play pretend? If you want to be great, you can die at 28 27's on the nose, so go strike your forever pose I'm so weak, wish I weren't, no intent to change my shirt No intent to change a thing, no, I won't answer when you ring I hate what I am, I hate what I've done I hate that I'm scared, I hate that's it not fun Not fun anymore, but can't find the brakes I'll speed, and I'll crash, hate my sunken face I'm circling 'round again But please, can we just play pretend? Everything I love is slowly skipping 'round the corner But I'm in the well wishing hard, best junkie you adore so I hate what I am, I hate what I've done I hate that I'm scared, I hate that's it not fun Not fun anymore, but can't find the brakes I'll speed, and I'll crash, hate my sunken face I'm circling 'round again But please, can we just play pretend?