Nandina

It's always been the same It's always been the same I remember days I remember nights Taught me be myself That was great advice And you ain't never care 'Bout who I'm gonna be 'Cause you just always saw the fire That was under me I remember Cudi I remember blessed When you played that song I was so depressed Really pulled me back Things could be worse You the only person talk to didn't sound rehearsed But now that you gone Had to make all these songs Act like I ain't give a fuck And act like ain't nothing wrong 'Cause all that happy shit sell And all the that other shit don't And in the back of every thought I have I'm scared I'm still broke But fuck it, rather get it out Then get a check for some fake shit Know nobody gonna be proud Don't even think that I'll make it If I'm living on the couch At least I'm not on the pavement If you was still up in the crowd Could give a fuck if I'm famous All my teachers kicked me out And told me stop being loud Sniffing Whitney chris'in brown Go tell 'em look at me now 'Cause I'm a product of myself And I'm 'bout half way there Before you judge me Better go and take a look in the mirror Never lived a day if you just worried 'Bout the days a coming Never seized the night Unless you got that new Marcellus bumpin' Toot my own horn, save my money Man, they gotta love it Took a chance on building up these walls Call that Donnie trumpet Can't get it out my head Stay on my mind They all just said That it get better with time It's not about love no more, say I been feeling so numb no more pain Can't get it out my head It's no ones fault The light don't shine Without a little bit of dark I been living everything that we dreamed up When we was walking down that road, Nandina Can't get it out my head Stay on my mind They all just said That it get better with time It's not about love no more, say I been feeling so numb no more pain Can't get it out my head It's no ones fault The light don't shine Without a little bit of dark I been living everything that we dreamed up When we was walking down that road, Nandina