Not Enough

I'm sad, but not sad enough for therapy I'm tired, but not tired enough to fall asleep I'm kind, but not kind enough to myself I'm brave, but not brave enough to find help Stay in my bedroom, blaming everything on my anxiety Count every wrinkle in my blanket if it helps me fall asleep Who knew growing up would make me feel so young? I thought I'd change so much But I still feel so numb We all still miss our moms We all still cry too much Who knew growing up would make me feel so young? Make friends, make plans to cancel Small talk is too much to handle Silently slip out of a party panicking so casually My ego, black and blue, what happened to the happy side of me? Who knew growing up would make me feel so young? I thought I'd change so much But I still feel so numb We all still miss our moms We all still cry too much Who knew growing up would make me feel so young? Make me feel so young Make me feel so young Who knew growing up would make me feel so young?