Sober

Every word you said

They keep ringing in my head

It turns me inside out

It’s all I think about

I’m in a stranger’s apartment

And I found liquor in the kitchen cabinet

I felt it in my bones

I never should have stayed alone

I don’t wanna play this game anymore

I just wanna numb the pain and lose this war

I knew things weren’t working right

I kept on pushing just in case they might

Now I’m tired and I’m always sad

But hey it ain’t that bad, you said “It ain’t that bad”

I don’t wanna play this game anymore

I just wanna numb the pain and lose this war

I’m taking pills to sleep

And sometimes I forget to eat

I’m on a roller coaster

It keeps on going higher, it keeps on going faster

I don’t wanna play this game anymore

I just wanna numb the pain and lose this war