me and my big mouth

Waking up in this bed Of ours alone I checked 3 times You didn't answer the phone I deserve it Cause i burned it To the ground the other night Lost my sense out of sight And now in this morning light Staring at the mess i created And i hate it Me and my big mouth Have always been a problem I don't want my words to hurt you Anymore Me and my big mouth It's always all or nothing I don't wanna think what happens If i'd ever lose you If i'd ever lose you Staying in with a pounding in my head From turning this green light into bloody red I'm too reckless For one this anxious And i'm not easy i know Take you from high back to low On this erratic road Should've hit the brake Could've saved it Need to face it Me and my big mouth Have always been a problem I don't want my words to hurt you Anymore Me and my big mouth It's always all or nothing I don't wanna think what happens If i'd ever lose you If i'd ever lose you Let me put a bandaid on us Let me erase all the cuts Let me earn back your trust Let me put a bandaid on us Let me erase all the cuts Let me earn back your trust I don't wanna lose you No, no But i don't wanna lose myself to you, to you I don't wanna lose myself No, i don't wanna lose myself No, i don't wanna lose myself, no I don't wanna lose myself