Underwater

I've been trying to breathe underwater I've been trying to hide 'cuz I'm scared Confusing which is what from the other 'Cuz it doesn't mean so much in the end I've been trying to breathe underwater I've been tryna breathe I've been trying to hide 'cuz I'm scared I don't know what to do Confusing which is what from the other But it doesn't matter 'Cuz it doesn't mean so much in the end It don't mean nothing Yeah, yeah I've been dealing with the lies I've been busy cutting ties From all the other people Who not giving me their time And lately I've been feeling like the only one behind 'Cuz I'm always giving out but I'm never getting mine I always kept it real and had good intentions But people on the internet faking their friendships Tryna benefit when they see you progressing And quick to turn they back when they onto the next one A sad way to live I can't ever relate And nowadays I can't tell the real from the fake 'Cuz everybody poppin' And everybody paid Til you see their real life and it never look the same I show 'em how I did it, I've been real authentic I won't ever tell a lie just to boost my image 'Cuz I'm good where I'm at I don't need no gimmicks I just put away my phone enjoy the life I'm living, yeah I've been trying to breathe underwater I've been tryna breathe I've been trying to hide 'cuz I'm scared I don't know what to do Confusing which is what from the other But it doesn't matter 'Cuz it doesn't mean so much in the end It don't mean nothing Aye, yeah, yeah The more that I do, the more that I believe Everything always goes how it's meant to be And I don't try to force nothing, I just let it breathe If it's out of my control then it's not for me To worry 'bout, I just let it play out I be living optimistic, I don't ever have doubt That it's all gonna work but I don't know how All I do is play my role til the curtain come down Yeah I'm lucky that I never had to work 9 to 5 But I put in all that time til my dream came alive The story never ends if you always gonna try And I never let nobody ever tell me otherwise So if you really want it then you better go and get it 'Cuz nothing gon' happen if you don't put in the effort The finish line never in sight when you be waiting So go enjoy the journey 'cuz there ain't no destination I've been trying to breathe underwater I've been tryna breathe I've been trying to hide 'cuz I'm scared I don't know what to do Confusing which is what from the other But it doesn't matter 'Cuz it doesn't mean so much in the end