The November 14th Fire

Wrote down a list of all your mistakes The ones you called mine Got a clearer, look at your face You never hide Low on my own self worth That I muddled your control pure love I thought that love was passionate I thought that you were only being careful While I was drowning You had me walking on fire You left my body on the ground You didn't even care Took all my love then left Left me with all these scars Scars November 14th, the day you kissed me The day I believed you For mi Over my friends, over my own head Saying you were still with her 11pm on the dot Dining like she was your wife Said you didn't know her name Really had the nerve to lie While I was drowning You had me walking on fire You left my body on the ground You didn't even care Took all my love then left Left me with all these scars Scars My very best for you But your best for someone younger Too private to show me off But showed her off like she was your darling So friendly to the point of my friends telling me you were flirting Did I really deserve looking this stupid? Did I really deserve all the wondering the questioning why She thought you were her best friend Was I really that blind? Was I really drowning? Drowning, drowning, drowning You had me walking on fire You left my body on the ground You didn't even care Took all my love then left Left me with all these scars