I hadn’t seen my reflection since Portugal. But in those hospital doors, I saw this new person I didn’t recognise. And the truth hit me like a wave

The sunlight on the window

Casts a shadow in front of me

This stranger pulls into focus

Till he’s the only thing I see

Why did no one say

That my forever was going to feel this way?

Why did no one say?

So I close my eyes

Tilt my head

Scream to sky

Why can’t I save myself?

A fraction of my world

Still remains for all to see

Why am I here to tell my story?

Why did no one say

That my forever would feel this way?

Through the glass is a world

That I once knew

Through the glass is a world

Where I must now face the truth

Even if my silent prayers were heard

Would they matter

A single word?

I can never turn back time

No, I can never turn back time

Everythings changed. Everything needs to be looked at differently and you’re the last part of me that’s holding me back by not talking about what happened

Why won’t you say?