Liminal

I should've known that I would fuck this up again Too busy running from these demons in my head I don't really wanna believe But I know, everybody will eventually reap what they sow All the strings that are pulling on me I would've never agreed But that's what happens when things are outgrown I learned that the further on back that you look You'll find even bigger mistakes and get hooked I guess it got harder for me to let it go it But, it seems I gotta find me a future outlook I just blame myself for how you came, you went I can't seem to bury feelings in the graves we choice to dig I'm just over it all If I can recall, you told me that the faster I fall The faster you'll crawl to watch me undo I should've known that I would fuck this up again Too busy running from these demons in my head I won't forget it The walls are painted with all my thoughts That feel so tainted from my frustration that sits and rots! Face down on the floor again Nobody understands the pain that I keep in It never ends I won't forget it The walls are painted with all my thoughts That feel so tainted from my frustration That sits and rots! Stuck in place I don't wanna lead myself astray I don't really wanna be myself today I can't compete with disarray So, what's the point when I can't sort it out? Got a hundred different ways that I can live in doubt Losing everything and everyone I care about When I'm down-and-out, feeling like déjà vu I just blame myself for how you came, and went I can't seem to bury feelings in the graves we choice to dig I'm just over it all If I can recall, you told me that the faster I fall The faster you'll crawl to watch me undo I should've known that I would fuck this up again Too busy running from these demons in my head I won't forget it The walls are painted with all my thoughts That feel so tainted from my frustration that sits and rots! Face down on the floor again Nobody understands the pain that I keep in It never ends I won't forget it The walls are painted with all my thoughts That feel so tainted from my frustration That sits and rots! I've gotta restart I'm losing over and over again 'Cause I'm just done feeling empty Done feeling guilty I just wanna figure my shit out and bounce Without a doubt! (Without a doubt!) I should've known Too busy running I won't forget it That feel so tainted From my frustration that sits and rots Face down on the floor again Nobody understands the pain that I keep in It never ends I won't forget it The walls are painted with all my thoughts That feel so tainted from my frustration That sits and rots!