Heart's Desire

I hide under the blanket I grasp onto my pillow But babe it's so unfair, I just can't feel you there I ask about tomorrow You say "I have no clue" I won't spill our tainted bliss And you resist the urge to kiss Stroke your hand every chance I get When I bend over your desk Babe, can you smell my neck? If I were older by just a bit I'd be the one you adore And I wouldn't have to worry 'Bout my innocence no more I wish I were older sometimes A kid trapped in your bed of lies Scared of what it saw that night Scared to death they'll see your light Reaching for a cigarette Sneak a Peek at my new tattoo Have a look: I did it all for you Man,I wish I could love you for real Man, could you hold me just once? I'm scared to be the one you disown God, I'm terrified of being alone Man, you'd see me if I were older Man, you could love me for real Man, can I be your heart's desire? Can I be your heart's desire? If I were older by just a bit There'd be no guilt no police Just "us", hand forever on your leash You'll grow old I'll watch you die You'll grow old I'll watch you die You'll grow old And I'll watch you die