You Won't Understand

Oh, I've ruined my life But you won't understand To stay around Is suicidal Oh I've been on my side My pride, it has no end At 39 No cash no friends Oh, I've ruined my life But you don't understand It takes a while To let things sink in Oh, the days turn into nights And I don't have the strength To turn around And lift the veil I'll let you know when I get better But until that time Would you stick around And guide me through the night? We all get knocked out in a different fight But the cameras never stick around to see when we get up I'll let you know when I get better But until that time I know you'll have some doubts But help me see the light We all get worn down on a different path But if we just take off our shoes and kick it back We'll see the sun I'll let you know when I get better But until such time Will you wait around And take me in alive? And would you hold me in your arms tonight? Just hold me in your arms tonight Oh I've ruined my life But you won't understand At 35 I wrote this song And oh, I think a little life Deserves a bigger end And like this song It won't take long now