Colorblind

Tell me I'm not thinking clear

If I threw all my pills away

Would you reappear

This shit is so invading

Think everybody hates me

And getting the worst of it lately

I swear that I'm not fucking crazy

Don't tell me it's all in my head

Don't tell me it's all in my head

I know things are never gonna be the same

All day I've been stuck inside a memory

Some days I wanna disappear

Some days I feel

I'm getting left behind

I know I could never throw it all away

You say maybe I should be the one to change

What's wrong with what I have right here

What's wrong with me

I'm feeling color blind

See through I've been too transparent

Unglued and I can't forget it

Not falling for it this time

You'll fade away just fine

Dissolving innovation

Duplicated

What I've initiatiated I can't take it

Don't tell me it's all in my head

I know things are never gonna be the same

All day I've been stuck inside a memory

Some days I wanna disappear

Some days I feel

I'm getting left behind

I know I could never throw it all away

You say maybe I should be the one to change

What's wrong with what I have right here

What's wrong with me

I'm feeling color blind

My medications made me a monster

You don't know the pressure I'm under

All day stuck inside a memory

You say maybe I should be the one to change

You don't know the pressure I'm under

Someday maybe I could be the one to change