Burdens

Growing up feels so lonely When stuck inside your mind where it's you, and you only I'm losing all control, can't walk the line, can't make that call With everything at once and nobody to hold me They don't know about the burdens that keep me up all night They don't know about the hurting I carry on my mind I hold my head up, head up I hide it, I hide it I'm someone I'm not, I'm not I hide it, I hide it Wake me up when it's all over I'll say I'm fine, I'll say I'm sober I don't feel sad no more, I feel so fucking wonderful It's been this way since October They don't know about the burdens that keep me up all night They don't know about the hurting I carry on my mind I hold my head up, head up I hide it, I hide it I'm someone I'm not, I'm not I hide it, I hide it I wish I was good enough I'm trying, I'm trying But all I do is do it wrong I'm trying, I'm trying