I Can’t Even Cry

Thought you were the one for me, I did Thought you were the one that I'd be with Strolling hand in hand like little kids Until you turned around and fucked with it Now I can't help but wanna be alone Pack up my bags and walk out the door Know that I'm about to lose this war But I can't remember, what I been fighting for? (No, no) Is it love, or is it something different Voice of caution in my eardrums, but I never listen Opening my heart to the thing it's missing But I'm scared of all the hoping and the wishful thinking 'Cause love can be a marvel, but it can be vicious Cut you 'til you're bleeding without no permission 'Til tears are in your eyes, love will blur your vision Blur your vision (uh-uh) But I can't even cry, cry So many sleepless nights, nights I've been asking myself why, why As hard as I try, I'm as cold as ice, petrified I can't even cry (cry, cry) I can't even cry I know that one day, I'll find my feet (find my-) I'll be with somebody who loves me Loves me hard enough to leave me be Who gives me the time and space to breathe Been making my peace with what the future holds Embracing all the things that I don't know (don't know) Everyone I'll meet and where I'll go Remember what I was fighting for (for) If it's love, or if it's something different Voice of caution in my eardrums, but I never listen I'll open my heart to the thing it's missing I'll stop being scared of all the wishful thinking 'Cause love can be a marvel, but it can be vicious Swear I'll learn to feel again, make it my mission 'Til tears are in my eyes, love will blur my vision But for now, I I can't even cry, cry So many sleepless nights, nights I've been asking myself why, why As hard as I try, I'm as cold as ice (cold as ice), petrified I can't even cry, cry, cry Cry, cry (cry) Oh, I can't even cry, cry, cry (cry) As hard as I try, try, I'm as cold as ice, petrified I can't even cry