April May July

And there's this other guy Not like in I loved him More like me oh my Should I speak or should I die? Not to go out on a limb I'm coming up with my own saying That friends should never owe each other anything Why does it feel like I owe everything to him? April May July Oh this summer passed me by Wonder where he's been And I hope to catch him when I'm good to sing Where we end We begin Then there's you who kept me safe While I kept you a secret For all the wrong reasons I know I've lied Just forget me like a song Miss me like a stop sign Don't want you to play along But you say that it's fine We both know that it's time April May July Hoped that death would pass us by Wonder where you've been Now December's here again I hear you sing Where we end We begin This isn't heaven, you're not a saint I'm just trying to grow out of this place This isn't heaven, you're not a saint I'm just trying to grow out of this place April May July Oh this summer passed me by Wonder where you've been Now December's here again Me and all my friends Good for nothing A bunch of has-beens Are we just the songs we sing? Or is the silence in between Where we begin?