Help

I'm prideful but I'm deep in denial Thinking I could rely on nobody else, I'd be good by myself I build my walls up, thinking I couldn't be touched But I held in way too much and I tried to hide from judging eyes Now I'm slowly sinking, caving, try to fight it but I can't breathe Chest is heavy, hands are numb, I'm tired but I can't sleep Choking on my pride, my tongue is tied and now I find myself reaching out for help I could really use your help right now Fight or flight, I feel I don't know how to stand on my own or which way to go I'm waiting but I'm losing my patience Heavy heart, I can't take it The weight of it is weighing on me, I'm trying to be okay But I'm slowly sinking, caving, try to fight it but I can't breathe Chest is heavy, hands are numb, I'm tired but I can't sleep Choking on my pride, my tongue is tied and now I find myself reaching out for help (help) I could really use your help right now (I could really use your help right now) Fight or flight, I feel I don't know how to stand on my own or which way to go Did I wait too long to ask? Is it too late to call you back? I've had enough, I feel like letting go Help, I could really use your help right now Falling under and I don't know how Help, I could really use your help right now Fight or flight, I feel I don't know how to stand on my own or which way to go Help (I feel I don't know how to stand on my own or which way to go) I need (I need), I need (I need), I need help I need help