I Have Questions

You were my first love

I fell for you at first sight

I told all of my friends

All about you that first night

Went from praying together

To making out until midnight

But don’t call it what it is

Cause your God says that it’s not right

Don’t talk about it

I still remember the trip

That we took to Austin

No, we couldn’t get far enough

To keep people from talking

Confused about your feelings

Convinced that I caused them

Then you turned me in

Just to pretend that you lost them

Betrayed with a kiss

Were you so afraid that you had to speak first?

Do you ever think about the people you hurt?

Didn’t you know it would make everything worse?

Did you really think it would change what we were?

It’s fucked up how looking back

You asked for the first kiss

But when push came to shove

You said that I’m the seductress

How could you lie?

You were someone I trusted

I’m not sure that you know what love is

Oh, what a bad witness

Were you so afraid that you had to speak first?

Do you ever think about the people you hurt?

Didn’t you know it would make everything worse?

Did you really think it would change what we were?

When you drive around town

Do you hold your breath 

Passing headstones of the places that I left

Remnants of the bed

Where you held me down

And asked if I have

The holy spirit in me now 

Did you see the news last Christmas Eve?

And if you did, did you even recognize me?

Do you think about the promises

I made to you you wouldn’t let me keep?

Were you really so afraid that you had to speak first?

Do you ever think about the people you hurt?

Didn’t you know it would make everything worse?

Did you really think it would change what we were?