Forgot To Close It

I lost my mind forgot to close it I'm drowning like in a ocean Cause my boat sank it aint floating I know I don't show emotion I know I don't show emotion I know im stuck where its closed in You know I don't really wanna end this Fuck a friendship block it off Picked up my checklist and crossed it off And since you cant catch this knock it off You gave your best hit got a chest hit But my demons came back for it all Its all of you all against me And truth is hard to perceive And everyones words all seem empty So now I only talk to me Find a wife that's what my mama wants And she right I really want me one I was blind till I really found me one She has everything I ever want in one One in a million one in one You know I killed him just for love Im talking about the old me who I was My hearts the weapon on me not the gun Repeat what I said what I sung I know what I sang when I sunk This not a song But this shit is singing like one Smooth like the wind but its loud like a gun I let my mind go I need it back Im a psycho bout to attack You asked how the fight go how you know that I talked to the devil he pat on my back I live a dark life you know that Im sick of this boat I just wanna row back But I think I like you I think you should know that I know I don't show that I lost my mind forgot to close it Im drowning like in a ocean Cause my boat sank it aint floating I know I don't show emotion I know I don't show emotion I know im stuck where its closed in You know I don't really wanna end this Fuck a friendship block it off Picked up my checklist and crossed it off And since you cant catch this knock it off You gave your best hit got a chest hit But my demons came back for it all