Perennial

When can I finally rest

As you step forward

Bury a segment of your own soul

In the soils of your providence

Asking if one day you'd once again feel whole

God why did i do this

Why did I dig myself too deep

As the thought diminishes

She soothes me and sinks me to sleep

I consume my life away

Exiled from everything

The needle tells me to stay

Trapped in the solace of

My decay

Trapped in the solace of

My decay

Prescription, why'd they overthrow me

I put all of my fate in the remains of the bottle

And now left with nowhere to go

Torn apart by the ghost

I've lost myself to a part of me

That was never real

Once more, my thoughts diminish

To seek a place with every wound healed

God I swear one more time

In total bliss as I lie watching the sky collide

I feel nothing

As it forms

Dependency

That filters me

Stripped from everything

Put me back to sleep