I see myself sinking into an abyss

Of self-loathing,lost in delusion

Still cannot reach out and save myself

I wanted to be noble and strong

But pretense alone could not protect me

Everything I had built was crumbling

You said. "Not everything is as it seems. Sometimes it pays off."

I knew I was being paranoid, but I couldn't agree to that

I could not believe a word that came out of your mouth. It's sad, isn't it? I can't stop imagining that everything is made up of deception and falsehood

You said. "Not everything is as it seems. Sometimes it pays off."

Can't be the ideal you have in mind

Sorry. I'm not strong enough to pursue the ideal

Don't deny me anymore

Don't deny it

The noise of my heart continues to echo in my head

Even now I see myself sinking into an abyss of self-loathing, lost in delusion. Still cannot reach out and save myself. Have not yet opened the gates of courage

Have not yet opened the gates of courage