Everything's Okay?

One more time awake again

Another chance to fall into the cycle

A daze of unconditional numbing

Misguided yet believing I'm done deceiving

But deep within I know I'll just keep fuckin' with myself

How do you do it

What do you say

Do you tell yourself that you'll be okay

Everyday I'm further away from what I thought I'd be

I can't believe what's happening to me, I'm tearing at the seams

I've been teeth grinding, bleeding

Broken, deleting all that I was

What am I now

Help me find out

How you do it

What do you say

Do you tell yourself everything's okay

I can't because it's not

And now I'm becoming just what they want.