Love Myself

Badly beaten, self-esteem has got me needing you

Call you daily just to bathe in words you speak

Lately, I've been feeling maybe you found someone new

Like a dog, I'm dragged along your loveless leash

Guess I'm good enough to be the one you call on lonely nights

But as soon as someone better comes, you push me to the side

Say you love me to spit right in my face

But who's to blame? I'm the one that seats and waits

'Cause I love you like I wished I loved myself

Trust is a word I won't use

You left me on read just to toy with my head

And still, you call me when you've been abused

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Pick me up to pull you out of any hole you're in

Cry to me, apologize, and lie through tears

A self-respecting soul would walk away from hopelessness

But hope is somethin' I hold on to more than fear

I fear losing you when really you've been lost before we met

And I would cut it off if I could find the will to block ya texts

Leave me, please, I can't be dragged along

But Friday nights, I'll be sitting by the phone

'Cause I love you like I wished I loved myself

Trust is a word I won't use

You left me on read just to toy with my head

Still, you call me when you've been abused

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

'Cause I love you like I wished I loved myself

Trust is a word I won't use

You left me on read just to toy with my head

And still, you call me when you've been abused

'Cause I love you like I wished I loved myself (oh, oh, oh)

Trust is a word I won't use (oh, oh, oh, oh, oh)

You left me on read just to toy with my head (oh, oh, oh)

Still, you call me when you've been abused (oh, oh, oh, oh, oh)

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh