cold dust in the sun rays

can't trust myself so I'm headed home

said I'd meet you back at my place

even tho I know I need a night alone

you can tell me you don't love me

its easier than watching you try

and I don't know when this turned ugly

but I spent a minute wondering why

maybe it was me then

maybe it was meant to be then

I don't wanna feel like,

I'm a bit too hard to love

maybe it was me then

maybe it was meant to be then

I don't wanna feel like,

I'm a bit too hard to love

I was too afraid to ask yuh

the other me might love the answer

run away with the truth to a darker pasture

all i needed was proof to prevent my peace

(-) and back then we would barely sleep

but hide scars till the hurting would start to seep

the same path wouldn't work if we went too deep

and neither one of us would take the leap

so I tiptoe slowly lonely

round it, grounded - calm

a little bit of love never did no harm

fitting like a glove when I'm in your arms

then I giggle just because when I see your laugh - who said life was a constant

times still mould us fight through the nonsense

see you clear

can't stay here

still be near - I told you

everything we go through it grows us

still i'm pulling at the door when it closes

tell myself don't feel stay focused

focused

and it works till I lose my way

but Cucu still prays so I keep my faith

it won't show through words but the peace we make

just hope I make time for new mistakes

it might be great, might be great

you can tell me you don't love me

its easier than watching you try

and I don't know when this turned ugly

but I spent a minute wondering why

maybe it was me then

maybe it was meant to be then

I don't wanna feel like,

I'm a bit too hard to love

maybe it was me then

maybe it was meant to be then

I don't wanna feel like,

I'm a bit too hard to love