(Music)

Fell for you day one head over heels in the parking garage

When I was too young to determine if you were a good guy

Listened to Datafruits together on the MBTA

We shared some pink Skullcandy earbuds and I thought I would die

You'd walk around our little town like you knew everything

And honestly I liked the confidence that that would imply

Name dropped you on our last release you were my everything

For half a decade there I thought that I would know you for life

It's so embarrassing to love so hard then let it all go

But I do know, deep down I can let it all go

It's so embarrassing to go to bat for you when you know better

But don't do better, I said

I know a fake one when they step the scene

They mask things with kindness but are intricately mean

You may have your prospects, you may have your shoes

But I know you'll be lonely if you treat her like you do

I don't think you're ugly but you think you're ugly and because you think you're ugly you are gonna hurt somebody

Self-infantilizing, always criticizing people and disguising it with social justice words, despising

I don't think you're ugly but you think you're ugly and because you think you're ugly you are gonna hurt somebody

You just won't transition so now it's your mission to make all the life decisions for somebody who transitioned

I just think it's odd that we were kids, and you were not

And we were smoking all that pot with you

And I still think you deserve a good life

Could have been nice

It's just gotta happen away from my eyes

But you treated us like little baby stupid idiots!

There was a period of time you were my only friend

If somebody met me eventually they'd have to meet you

I look back on these times and think too much and get myself sick

When I consider how you'd use my name and

No one thinks you're ugly but you think you're ugly and because you think you're ugly you just have to hurt somebody

Self-infantilizing, always hypnotizing people so that it's surprising when you get caught compromising (wh-wh what)

I don't think you're ugly but you think you're ugly and because you think you're ugly you are gonna hurt somebody (yeah)

You just won't transition so the composition of your intuition is to be somebody's apparition

And I still think you deserve a good life