Hanging In The Balance

Thought it would be different

And there would be more

Used to have a vision

Now I'm crying on the floor

What's it even for

Cause I'm hanging in the balance

Waiting to see what happens

Losing my mind but don't let it show

Must go on cause it's all I know

Nobody would guess

That i'm about to break

I'm all out of patience

Everything's at stake

Why do I keep chasing

When there's not a race

Is it all in vain, vain

Is it worth the pain, pain

Cause I'd give anything anything anything

But at what cost

And that's the funny thing funny thing funny thing

That's how I got lost