Nerve

It's hard to say

I always wake up feeling positive

Why'd I have to fall in love with something

That's so hard to keep?

There are better days

I don't feel the pressure

Of all the ways

People can play it

And I heard today

If it's meant to be then it will be

It happens naturally

I'm not afraid of being lonely

You knew who I was when you met me

Overthinking religiously

Is it just me

It's so out of reach

Is it fantasy?

Naively cling to dreams

Ignore reality

So will it even work

The pain, the blood, the burn?

Do I have the nerve?

I love you but it hurts

Lower my price

This love is so complicated

I need motivation

It's the same week to week, I worry that my pen game is weak

That the odds are against me

I just really wanna hold you (ahh)

Take some time to get to know you (get to know, get to know)

There's so many things that i'd do (you know I'd like to)

Yeah i'd like to, uh

But what would it be like if only (only)

I could find some peace within me

Cause i'm so difficult to please (yeah)

There's something missing (there's something missing)

It's so out of reach

Is it fantasy?

Naively cling to dreams

Ignore reality

So will it even work

The pain, the blood, the burn?

Do I have the nerve? (do I have the nerve?)

I love you but it hurts

Wait for it like dessert (wait for it, wait for it)

But what if it's not worth it? (worth it baby)

Is it just absurd, searching for the pearl?

Do I have the nerve?

I love you but it hurts

Question my choices almost constantly

Repeating the patterns that I just can't see

You seem like you do it effortlessly

While I'm desperately

Stuck here out of reach

Naively cling to dreams (ah)

So is it even worth

The pain, the blood, the burn?

Do I have the nerve?

Wait for it like dessert (wait for it, wait for it)

But what if it's not worth it?

Is it just absurd, searching for the pearl?

Do I have the nerve?

I love you but it hurts