Jesus Year

Damn my virtues and my vices

I wish I knew how to be nicer

If this was all I ever had

I think I’d be okay with that

My Saturn return

On a 29th year

Babies and changes

Bringing me here

And I had to get down

And I had to get dirty

Feeling the fear

Of a woman at thirty

But here I am in my Jesus year

Are you surprised that I made it here?

It's taken its toll, but honey, I know I’m on a roll

This is my Jesus year

It's a path that’s thick with mud

Self-hatred runs as red as blood

My daddy’s demons now my own

He’s never high, he’s always stoned

I’m easy at night

I’m hard in the morning

Motherhood knocked me down without warning

It was inside the end marked the arrival

Of breaking the mold

I’m breaking the cycle

Here I am in my Jesus year

Are you surprised that I made it here?

It’s a revolution and the resolution is near

This is my Jesus year

Here I am in my Jesus year

I’m surprised that I made it here

It’s taken its toll, but honey, I know I’m on a roll

Here I am in my Jesus year

Are you surprised that I made it here?

It’s a revolution and the resolution is near

This is my Jesus year

This is my Jesus year

This is my Jesus year