I’m going fast and slow

I know myself no more

And nothing seems to make sense to me

I doubt myself a lot,

time’s never on my side

I’ve messed it up so bad

Cause now I feel

That I threw it all away and now there’s no exit or a place to be, just this empty world where shallow matters more

Than anything

It all

Is gone

I know

I cannot feel

The breeze

The sun

The love

It all just feels like

Falling from a cliff with

no one saving me

I can barely breathe when I’m lost

In memories

If I were to ignore

The things I’ve seen before

I wouldn’t be here, but I am still here

Not blaming you at all, life’s made of hate and love but sometimes it’s really hard to fucking breathe…

And I know I cannot go back in time and fix who I was meant to be, the things I left for good or bad have been the reason why I’m here

It all

Is gone

I know

I cannot feel

The breeze

The sun

The love

It all just feels like

Falling from a cliff with

no one saving me

I can barely breathe when I’m lost

In memories