Never Be the Same

I feel so lost standing here at our loss Up in these hills 'til I can remember So vividly all of these memories Dance like shadows on my wall Sometimes I feel I'd be better off dead Fed up with your lies, you're leaving again, oh Every day feels the same Feels like I might be insane It don't matter what you say We will never be the same Another night ending with you screaming at me Another night I'll sleep alone But even with this, that taste of you I still miss you at night I wish we didn't fight But am I dumb for wanting you back? Even though you said you'd never be back Through all the tears, through all the fears Think I still love you I think I still hate you I don't know what to do, I don't know what to feel Every day feels the same Feels like I might be insane It don't matter what you say We will never be the same We will never be the same