So Cold

Haha! People got issues man, you gotta do something about that You talking about me like, Like you fucking know me man Like it's funny man I go to sleep and I laugh at it It don't even bother me no more Yeah like, listen It's times like these where I feel regret When I gotta work for this worthless check, that don't pay for shit I never finished school what do you expect? Me to be cool? Yes? No? I dont think so Go back to school they tell me But what if I start drowning? Are you gonna be there to bail me? I don't think so, so please save the talk for someone else I feel like I shoulda been someone else But damn I'm not, I'm stuck in this hell spot I failed to prevail so let my ass rot I wish I was an abortion but I'm afraid not A portion of my life is happy I'm here The rest is a blank spot I think everything is gonna be ok I think not! I hate my life I bet you hate yours too But whats your reason for being this fucking miserable? People tell you to be positive how do u take that? When shit around you is negative and you can't catch a break Jack Why do I feel this way I said why do I feel this way See I got too much weight on my shoulder blades How much more weight can I take? How could you be so cold Huh huh? How could you be so cold Huh huh? How could you be so cold Huh huh? Man I'm sick and tired of all this shit, I'm wired and how could you be so cold Dennis it's cool don't you listen to them They just pissed at you man They just mad you're doing shit better than them I swear you dope, fuck what they think They can all suck a dick Suckers die they all fucking stink They shit, shit don't take it personal This is the world we live in Shit stains and urinals Complex self esteem issues So they diss you to up themselves And make themselves feel special Understand you're up there Up where? Up here! Nobody can touch here! Mother fucker you nuts yea! You are not a quitter You are sicker then most of these litter stains So stop feeling bitter About yourself You know they suck dick You're much bigger You function on a different level You're something like a ton bigger Your tounge is fungus Your skill is humungous You know it so fuck it Don't listen to these dumb kids Why do I feel this way I said why do I feel this way See I got too much weight on my shoulder blades How much more weight can I take? How could you be so cold Huh huh? How could you be so cold Huh huh? How could you be so cold Huh huh? Man I'm sick and tired of all this shit, I'm wired and how could you be so cold The world is a cold ass place man You can't quit, if you quit you might as Well call yourself dead You know what I'm saying so keep moving Don't take shit personal don't let it get it to you Don't let them get the best of you man I look toward my goal so I move forward I know If I stop now I'm proving that I'm no good and these haters win I won't let that happen again I'm a fighter, a lighter bitch I'm on fire till I retire I took a break to rewire my wires I'm Robocop back from the dead The show don't stop Till I roll over rot I know that I'm hot I don't need people to tell me that Not even school that held me back can me tell me that im a failure I'll nail ya coffin I'll soften your hard image I'm starving and it's kinda crazy how I keep eating Without taking a break or drinking a shake in between Breathes that I barely take or some water to wash down this awful taste I wonder if anyone out there can relate Man I'm losing any grasp I have on my faith Cause I'm so raw but still no record deal on my plate Half of these fuckers can't even see me, the other half wanna be me The ones that don't know me don't know that I'm killing beats easy Man I'm mad I Can't understand it Tell the planet to kiss my ass And grab this ladder And cram it, damn it Why do I feel this way I said why do I feel this way See I got too much weight on my shoulder blades How much more weight can I take? How could you be so cold Huh huh? How could you be so cold Huh huh? How could you be so cold Huh huh? Man I'm sick and tired of all this shit, I'm wired and how could you be so cold